pupsies - my femcel life

(living in a lie)
just another day in my fucking femcel life
and i need a fucking boyfriend
just to keep myself alive
wanna cut my wrists and slice
me to bits
cus i’ve never even held hands
just said love you on a screen
are you a real human being?
got that captcha
could you capture
this moment permanently
tell me that you’ll never leave
i can show you everything
i could be all you would need
and when you finally get tired
you can just leave me on seen
they say i got daddy issues
need someone to hold me
wonder if you knew what i had been through
would you be kinder and see
that i don’t mean no harm
i’m sorry all i do’s fuck up
i’m a suicidal loser
and i don’t deserve your love
you can leak the things i say and show
and when i make my plan and end up
inside of the hospital
break up with me cus it’s good for my own mental health
cus i need some fucking help
cus i cry and beg for you to stay
and promise that ill never make
your life more shit
promise ill fix
every mistake
ive ever made
no matter what it takes
i just want our perfect future
with our own beautiful daughter
and youll love her as her father
we can smile and ill make sure
that her life is happy
she won’t ever hurt
just another day in my fucking femcel life
and i need a fucking boyfriend
just to keep myself alive
wanna cut my wrists and die
tell me why i even try
tell me why i can’t just give up loving living in a lie.
just another day in my fucking femcel life
and i need a fucking boyfriend
just to keep myself alive
wanna cut my wrists and die
tell me why i even try
tell me why i can’t just give up loving living in a lie.
i know i have issues
but i forgive all of yours
i try to show that i love you
but i only end up worse
tried to help through every struggle
even when you broke my trust
told you “please don’t make that promise”
cus you broke it, my heart, crushed.
so it’s
just another day in my fucking femcel life
and i need a fucking boyfriend
just to keep myself alive
wanna cut my wrists and die
tell me why i even try
tell me why i can’t just give up loving living in a lie.
living in a lie